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Friday, September 19, 2008,

it's already 1 mth plus, and i really miss her alot. my heart aches whenever i think of her. i cried whenever i miss her. i dont know what i can do to stop the pain. i jus miss her so much. Nobody can understand how i feel. im so envious to see you able to live with your parents. And i, haven got the chance to love and take care of her for the rest of my life. and till now, i still cannot forget the day she passed away. everything jus keep flashing back.i feel so lousy everyday. please, dont ask how am i, im not good. really not good.

5:53 PM