Monday, July 02, 2007,
For the past few days, people have been coming over to my hse. well, if it was in the past. im will galdly welcome them because i love my hse to be more lively. but now, i jus hope they wont come. i dont want them to remind me how serious it is. i dont want to see them cry and
make me cry again and i dont want them to make me feel so useless.
do you know how much it hurts to see someone you love so much suffer and you cant do anything for her? my heart ache whenever i look at her. every night i pray. but that doesnt seems to be in use. im so lost now.
8:48 PM