Sunday, April 23, 2006,
i used to be so carefree. living in a world wif no worries at all. but things don't seems to be smooth. no ones knows how much pressure im under. i don't used to be a person who cry easily. but now i cried over the slightest things. im not happy at all.
all the misfortune seems to happen only in my family. nothing has improve despite so much money & efforts were used. if i hav a choice, i really wish to suffer for her. what should i do if things get worst? you see i don't even know the ans myself. im sorry if i made u guys worry. i just feel so lost.
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