Sunday, December 11, 2005,
it has been more than 2 weeks.
and i still haven got over it.
whenever i see her so weak so pale.
i cant help but blame myself for being so useless.
i cant do anything to make her better.
if u ask am i ok now? the ans is no.
u may think that i m not a optimistic person.
but if u see how weak she is. i guess u will feel the same.
i wan my normal life back.
i wan my happy family back.
i wan my happy self back.
but i cant. i really cant.
i guess nobody will ever understand how i feel.
7:51 PM