Shall I restart my blog again?? Hahaha

mr peanut is back to say hello to everyone!! haha. dont bother about me, im mad. everytime i talk about peanut i'll be that hyper. lol. peanut is just sooooo mad cute though he is getting fatter and fatter. how can he not get fat??!! i have been feeding and feeding him just like how i feed myself. so, if u realised that i grow fatter then u can roughly gauge how big my bunny is. hahaha. im tinking of getting a bigger cage for him. my current cage is already quite big, but it seems that if he continue to grow, this cage can no longer fit him. haiz, my sis is going to buy him a treadmill. she said he needs some exercise and she puts the blame on me. -.-" maybe i shldnt really feed him too much. let me think about it. heh.

it's picture time!! just 3 cos peanut wont stay and let me take photo.



i love this pic. he looks so cute and fat at the same time. haha






he likes to squeeze under my tv console though he knows that he cant really fit in anymore.

When is Influenza A going to stop? i keep sweating and sweating with the surgical mask on during the whole shift. i tink my pimple are going to start popping out soon. cant imagine how the ED staff breathe with the N95 mask on. if i were there i tink im going to have another asthma attack. cant breathe properly with that thing on. the flu is causing us so much trouble. now we cant even go out of singapore without hospital clearance. my june hols dream is gone just like that. im going to sit at home and watch them go to malaysia without peanut and me. how sad :( but the lucky thing is i got wii at home. yes! i just bought it not long ago. and it's damn fun. i can really sweat when playing it. damn shiok, i'll be able to shake off a few kg of my fats if i continue playing. haha.ok, my excuses to play only. come come, come my house and playwii with me. it will be so damn fun :))

cambodia or vietnam? hard to decide.

today, i saw dr hum in my ward. the dr who took care of my mum when she is still around. she is the nicest dr i ever seen though she is already a consultant. i have been wanting to see her again ever since aug. and i finally saw her again today. i thought i could be like my usual self and chat wif her whenever she comes for home visits. but i was wrong, the moment she gave me a hug and ask me how i was coping. my tears jus keep flowing. probably becos no one had asked me how i was coping ever since she was not around. i know they dont wan to remind me about the unhappiness. keeping everything inside me is not healthy but i really dont feel like sharing it wif others probably becos im trying to escape reality too.

im too used to have her around. im still not used to it.

this year chinese new year is so weird without u around. we all miss u so much.

ok, my belated christmas post. ahahahaha. nothing much jus some photos to share with you guys. cos im lazy to post up all the pics. but i mus say i enjoyed myself that day. really got the christmas feel though the food there are ehem.. a little too little for me. ahahahahaha